You are a portal of ecstasy, intuition, and electricity.
You don’t just seek experiences, you transmute them. You taste life at the edges and turn chaos into story.
You’re drawn to thresholds: dance floors, dawns, desert winds, the anticipation just before a yes. You believe feeling is sacred technology, and you’re absolutely right.
Your magnetism is effortless.
You attract momentum, mischief, good times, and cosmic openings. You move through the world with a sixth sense - an inner knowing that there is more beyond the surface, more beyond the body, more beyond the mundane.
You are in a constant search for your aliveness and whatever will make you feel your next ecstasy.
But sometimes, you outsource your aliveness to intensity.
The adrenaline rush of booking a one-way ticket. The cortisol spike after impulsively quitting your job because Mercury told you to. The euphoria of substances that promise spiritual access, only to deliver a three-day shame spiral.
You chase peak experiences like they're the only proof you're alive: festivals, ceremonies, psychedelic journeys, tantric workshops, lovers who "see your soul." You collect ecstatic moments but struggle to integrate them.
And when you're not at the edge? When life is just… Tuesday? You feel flat. Fraudulent. Like the magic left with the comedown.
So you seek the next hit. The next portal. The next proof that you're tapped in.
You ride the rollercoaster until the crash hits - exhausted, depleted, wondering if all that seeking was just running away in spiritual clothing.
Here's the truth: You're not reckless.
You're an Oracle who's been using intensity as the only key to the temple.
You've been chasing novelty when what you're actually craving is presence.
You've been seeking ecstasy out there when it's been inside you all along.
And now? You're ready to access that same portal - without the cost.
But where do you begin practicing presence?
By turning your seeking inward.
Real Talk: Seeking vs. Escaping
Not all intensity is intuition. Sometimes what feels like a "calling" is actually your nervous system screaming for regulation. Sometimes "trusting the universe" is just fear of commitment wearing a flower crown.
The Oracle of Ecstasy guide helps you discern between: sacred exploration vs. spiritual bypassing, an intuitive YES vs. impulsive reaction, divine download vs. manic episode.
You don't need shame. You need discernment. And that's exactly what this guide gives you.
The Oracle of Ecstasy deck isn't about predicting your future or getting answers from the cosmos.
It's about divining yourself—learning to trust your inner knowing instead of constantly looking outside for the next sign.
Each of the 24 cards contains either: a reflection to interrupt the "what's next?" spiral, a ritual to ground ecstatic energy into your daily life, or a mini challenge to practice presence over novelty
This deck turns self-inquiry into play. Mystery into medicine.
Seeking into finding.
This guide pairs self-inquiry with plant medicine, and the medicine you need is Crave-
Our apothecary's most potent ally for Oracles who are ready to ground their electric energy without numbing it.
Crave is a blend that provides gentle euphoria without escape, nervous system and bodily repair for the chronically overstimulated, and instantly shifts the energy from craving to calmness.
Crave is designed for the seeker who's tired of the crash. It helps you access altered states through your own nervous system—no substance, no ceremony, no $500 cacao circle required.
Just you. Your breath. Your body as the portal it's always been.
These herbs are about TO BECOME YOUR NEW favorite guru’s ushering you into your own magic.
As you learn to be both the wildly, curious explorer you are and the tuned-in, self-respecting mystic you’ve always needed, these herbal allies support you physically and spiritually.
If you're ready to reclaim your wildness without losing yourself,
If you're ready to let intuition lead you home instead of away,
Begin your return.
Inside the Oracle of Ecstasy, you'll receive:
24 reflections, rituals, and mini-challenges designed to help you seek inward instead of outward
The full Oracle of Ecstasy deck (printable) for daily divination of your own intuition
3 herbal profiles featuring Crave's nervous-system allies: California Poppy, Milk Thistle, Passionflower
Permission to be ecstatic AND embodied, because pleasure is healing technology
It's time to take your power back and the plants and I are here to help.
Look, I've been the Oracle who couldn't stop chasing the edge.
The one who turned "spiritual expansion" into an excuse for never landing anywhere. Who thought I had to be high to be holy. Who collected ceremonies like receipts and wondered why I still felt empty on a regular Wednesday.
I've made reckless decisions disguised as "divine downloads." I've shamed myself for crashing after the peak. And I've Googled "how to feel spiritual without substances" more times than I'll admit.
But here's what changed everything: I learned that my body is the portal.
Not in some toxic "just meditate harder" way, but in the deeply practical, nervous-system-rewiring, herb-sipping, ritual-building way that actually works.
Your curiosity was never the problem. Where you placed it was.
Once you download the guide, I'll be in your inbox like a friend who gets it. I’ll be sharing the messy stories, the rituals that saved me, and the herbal allies that helped me go from spiritual by-passing to holy shit, I'm literally living in heaven daily.
We're going to practice self-return together. One card pull, one intuitive download, one drop of Crave at a time.
Ready to Go Deeper into Your Return?
The scripts and herbs in your free guide are just the beginning. If you're feeling the call to fully embody self-devotion - not just intellectually, but in your body, your bloodstream, your daily rituals - I created something for you.
The Oracle Bundle is your immersion kit for the long game of coming home to yourself.
Inside:
Calming Crave Tincture – Your daily nervous-system support (the full bottle, not just a sample)
Expand Smoking Tea – A delicious lavender blend that can be made as a tea or rolled to smoke designed for those moments when you need to take the edge off
Guided “Ground the Download” Audio Ritual – My voice walking you through 20 minutes of somatic ritual for integrating peak experiences without the crash (do this weekly and watch everything shift)
Bliss Electuary – A honey blend that gives you a boost of energy and supports serotonin production so you can enjoy an uplifting experiencing without a huge crash (Do not take if on SSRIs)
This isn't a product bundle. It's a 30-day devotional practice for Oracle who are ready to stop outsourcing their aliveness and start building an unshakeable relationship with their own intuition.
Offer only available to Oracles for a limited time
Want the Unfiltered Version?
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It's where I share the stories too raw for Instagram, the practices I'm testing in real-time, and the plant wisdom that's changing my life as I'm living it.
Free, weekly, and written like a letter from a friend who gets it.
Not Sure Lover Is Your Primary Archetype?
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The Lover – The one who’s heart is bigger than the universe
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